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Bon Dance festival

  • Jun. 28th, 2025 at 9:56 PM
The Bon Dance last night was incredible! The yard in front of the Kauai Soto Zen Temple in Hanapepe was all decorated with paper lanterns and string lights, with a big circular display area where the performances took place. There were food booths, and the food I saw people eating looked good, but we didn't eat there. Maybe next time, because this is something I would like to do every year! I'd seen the announcements every year since we moved here (including two years when it was canceled or done virtually because of COVID restrictions) and always wanted to go.

It was a great community event, with lots of people wearing beautiful yukatas and kimonos. There's a pretty large Japanese population on Kauai, and this seemed to be a popular event with the Japanese community. But there were lots of other people too, mostly families who appeared to be residents, but there were a few visitors, too. Some from very far away, like South Africa and Australia.

We found chairs near the performance ring, and we had a pretty good view. The first performance was a group of taiko drummers, who were very impressive. The beat of their drums was so powerful that we could feel it reverberating in our chests! I've always loved taiko drumming, and I went to a performances a couple of times back in Berkeley, but seeing it performed outdoors on the temple grounds under the paper lanterns was really different. It felt less remote, more like we were all part of the same community event, which of course we were.

After the taiko drumming performance, there was a transitional period, when the taiko drummers performed with flautists and a singer while dozens of people (maybe a hundred people? there were a lot) danced a dance with set steps that everyone performed simultaneously as they moved in a slow circle around the performance area. It was a beautiful dance, and it was neat to see how some people were very graceful and practiced, while other people went out there and did their best to dance along and no one judged them. During this time, though, a high percentage of the people dancing were in kimonos, yukatas, and flowing Japanese-style shirts. The sun started setting during the dance, and the sky was all pink and blue and gorgeous.

Then there was a break while they removed all the taiko drums, and a lot more people went into the circle, more of them just casually dressed in street clothing, though the people in Japanese clothes didn't leave the circle. They were just joined by a lot more people.

And then we were BLASTED by recorded music that was probably 5 times louder than the live performance had been, so loud that Shannon and I could hardly bear it. Everyone continued dancing in their slow circle, but Shannon and I pretty rapidly decided that we'd had enough. Shannon insisted that we could stay if I wanted to, but I'm prone to headaches and I knew music that loud wasn't going to do my brain any favors. So we headed out.

But it was a lovely evening, and a perfect date night. It's been a long time since we were able to go out to stuff like this together much. We've been to the theater together a few times during these past several years, but outdoor stuff like this festival and the Pride parade are a very different sort of thing. This festival would have been difficult (though not impossible) to navigate on my knee scooter, for example. And the bathrooms were port-a-potties, which would have been a nightmare when I was having my digestive problems. So it is very exciting to be well enough to be able to easily go out to this sort of community event.
FAITH: (mumbling) Scratch you out...
FRED: She's not making any sense.
LORNE: And speaking of sense, have you gone on permanent sabbatical from yours? Tell me you did not shoot that girl full of junk, and then feed her to Angelus.
WESLEY: It was her choice. Faith knew the risks.
LORNE: Aw, she couldn't! (Fred glares at them, then quieter) Wesley, I know what that drug does to people. Especially when they super-size the doses to make sure they really get the job done. And you damn well know it too.

~~AtS 4x15 “Orpheus”~~




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Some things take time

  • Jun. 27th, 2025 at 4:08 PM
I saw the physical therapist today, and we're getting me started back on my exercises. I've actually improved since I last saw him, because I've been walking whenever I can, especially since the injections started helping me feel better and I could leave the house more often. My legs are quite strong again now, but the muscles are still very tight and need stretching. It's nice that I've overcome some of the atrophy that was a huge problem when I first went to PT after my second foot surgery! I remember my left calf muscle was weirdly concave because of atrophy in late 2021 / early 2022.

So I'm going to start doing physical therapy stretches at least twice a day again, along with my frequent walks (whenever I have the opportunity!) and the water exercise class twice a week. It seems like a good plan.

I talked with the physical therapist about the fact that I think we need to set our expectations for the long term, because my body just doesn't heal/adjust quickly, so it's going to take a long time to get those muscles more flexible. I'll work on it, but my effort won't be enough ... it'll take time. In the past, I've always felt that if I just worked harder, then I could make things happen faster, but with my body's recovery it definitely doesn't work that way. It's a cliche, but it's also true: some things take time. That's frustrating, but it's also reassuring. If I don't seem to be improving noticeably, it isn't my "fault" ... it's just my body taking its time, and I need to learn to be okay with that.

In an example of how small the community is here on Kauai, Mary is working with the same physical therapist that I'm working with ... and the woman I met on Wednesday at the writers' group is friends with Gary and Mary because they all go to the same church. Kauai really is like a small town spread across an island's space.

Shannon and I are heading to Hanapepe for a Bon Dance festival tonight, which should be fun!
PUPPET ANGEL: Wes, put the special ops team on red alert.
WESLEY: Red alert?
PUPPET ANGEL: I want helicopters and tear gas.
GUNN: Angel—
PUPPET ANGEL: This is war!
LORNE: Angel, baby... Muppet, pumpkin, uh, this show is number one in its time slot. Tykes love it all across the Southland. We can't just toss a Jihad at their studio.

~~Smile Time~~


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celebrity20in20 Round 15

  • Jun. 27th, 2025 at 3:14 PM


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We see Buffy standing in a circle of people. Riley makes his way through towards her. RILEY: Excuse me. Hi.
BUFFY: Hi.
RILEY: Um...Buffy... (He pauses looking at a loss.) You do the reading on chapter 9?
BUFFY: Uh-huh. (She gives him a look.)
RILEY: Wow. Some theories, huh? (He gives an earnest grin.)
(Buffy smiles, as if holding back a laugh.)
RILEY: Cheese? (He holds up a cube of cheese on a stick.)

~~The Initiative~~




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Another nice day

  • Jun. 26th, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Another nice day today, though less eventful than yesterday. I started out the day with writing morning pages and doing some meditation, and I think that really started the day off on a good note. I didn't get a lot of work done, but I felt cheerful. In the late afternoon, I went to Poipu with Shannon and Gary, and I went for a walk while they swam.

I notice that my knee seems to be doing better since I stopped doing my physical therapy exercises a couple weeks ago. I think a problem I have is that I expect noticeable improvement from PT exercises, and so I overdo it a little bit. I think this is especially an issue when I have weekly appointments with the physical therapist, because I feel like I should be making notable improvement every week. My body just doesn't heal or change that fast. So I think I need to establish different expectations with my physical therapist. I'm seeing him tomorrow to restart treatment, so I'll talk to him then.

Currently, walking and the water exercise class seem to be serving me well, and I've even been able to go up and down the stairs a few times this week without pain, but I know I should be stretching. I just have to figure out how to do it without hurting myself.

Tomorrow Shannon and I are also going to the Bon Dance festival at a Buddhist temple in a nearby town. There will be fancy lights, taiko drum performances, dances, food, etc. These Bon Dances are held at various places on the island every year, and I've always wanted to go, but this is the first time my health has allowed it. I'm looking forward to it!

Film Review: A Complete Unknown

  • Jun. 26th, 2025 at 12:41 PM
As far as musical biopics go, they tend to be more of a miss than a win in many cases, with the plus side that at least you, potential watcher, get to listen to some good music even if the script fails. There are exceptions, i.e. films where both the music is good and the film doesn’t feel like a visualized wikipedia entry, for example, Love & Mercy, which escapes the formula by picking two distinctly different and important eras of Brian Wilson’s life instead of his whole life, with 1960s Brian on the verge of creating his masterpiece and having a mental breakdown played by Paul Dano and 1980s Brian, in the power of a ruthless exploitative doctor but about to freed via encountering his second wife, by John Cusack. The performances are great, the different eras are poignantly commenting on each other, and even were Brian Wilson a fictional character, the film would be worth watching. If Love & Mercy wins for originality with the template, Walk the Line (about Johnny Cash) wins for doing the formula expertly, in fact so well it became endlessly copied and parodied thereafter. James Mangold, who directed Walk the Line to a lot of commercial and critical success back in the day, waited for near two decades before going near another musical biopic again, but he did last year, resulting in A Complete Unknown, starring Timothee Chalamet as Bob Dylan, which courtesy of the Mouse channel I have now watched.

You who are so good with words and at keeping things vague )

All in all: good, very good, though not great. But it’s the first film in a while where I absolutely want to have the soundtrack.

West Side Writers' Group and Korean studies

  • Jun. 25th, 2025 at 9:07 PM
I went to the West Side Writers' Group this evening, and though there were only 2 of us there, it was SO fun!

Apparently, there are sometimes 6 or 7 people, sometimes as few as 2, and today was one of the small groups, but I didn't mind. The other woman there (M.) is the person who created the group, and she's a writer who loves BTS and Eurogames, so we had tons in common! She also doesn't live too far away, just the next town over from Kalaheo. So we exchanged numbers and maybe we'll try to get together to play games or something. I'm not going to push it, though. I don't want to be the desperate person looking for friends.

Even if I am kind of the desperate person looking for friends. lol

This writers' group only meets once a month, and it's aimed primarily at writers who are in the process of working on projects. Apparently there are a couple of novelists, a couple of poets, an essayist, etc. The woman who created the group is one of the poets, and she created the group partly to encourage Kauai writers to finish pieces and submit for publication. Talking with her was very inspiring, and I'm going to try to start morning pages again (a practice of writing three pages long-hand first thing every morning). I've done it for various periods in the past, but last time I gave up right about a year ago, because I found that creative juices weren't flowing, and every morning I was just writing about my plans for the day. But now I'm feeling more inspired to write again, so I'm going to give it another try.

I also discussed with M. my idea of rewriting one of my Korean short stories in English as a children's story. She said it might be interesting to write it in English, then later translate the Korean to see the differences. I think I might actually avoid re-reading the Korean version before writing it in English, because I remember the gist but not the details. My goal right now is to write this story before the next meeting of the writers' group in a month.

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It was actually a pretty exciting day, because I also met with my old grammar class for the first time in 2 years. Our old teacher always seemed unimaginably far above my level, but today after 2 years I actually knew more about some grammar points than she did. It was shocking. She still knows a lot more than I do about Middle Korean, but in a lot of other ways we're on a more similar level now. I'm blown away.

The class was really fun: reading aloud together, translating, and discussing grammar. My reading aloud still needs a lot of work. My pronunciation seems to be okay, but I read very haltingly, just a few words at a time without good intonation. I read dialogues aloud with my friend Zsofi every Thursday, so I think that will help in the long run. But if I'm also reading aloud with this study group every week, that will help even more.

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ANYA: Oh, crap. (slaps down her cards) Look at this! Now I'm burdened with a husband and several tiny pink children, more cash than I can reasonably manage...
XANDER: That means you're winning.
ANYA: Really?
XANDER: Yes. Cash equals good.
ANYA: Ooh! (claps her hands in excitement) I'm so pleased. (Scoops up the plastic markers that represent children) Can I trade in the children for more cash?

~~Real Me~~




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Writing thoughts

  • Jun. 24th, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I'm going to a writing group tomorrow evening, and I'm really looking forward to it! I'm the slightest bit nervous, just because it's been so long since I've written anything ... I feel like a bit of a fraud.

Except ... well, I have written some short stories in the past couple years, but they've only been in Korean. lol. One of them might be worth re-writing in English. It isn't any great work of literary brilliance, but it might be a way to dip my feet back in the writing pool. I wouldn't be translating the story I wrote in Korean, but just telling the same story in English. It's a simple little story about a cat and a bookstore owner, but it's cute. (Maybe written as a children's story? Hmmmmm...)

I also have a story I wrote as a fanfic that had a central concept that really appealed to me, and I've been kicking around ideas about how to apply it to a novel format. I'd only be using the central concept, and the concept would be much less central in the novel (whereas it was the whole point of the fanfic). The story itself would be entirely different and much more complex, but the idea has been exciting me. Again, it gives me a sort of jumping off point. It's a sort of magical realism sort of thing, which I haven't written before outside of fanfic. I think it's neat that fanfic allowed me to explore different styles and genres than I previously felt comfortable with, which flexibility I can now apply to my non-fanfic writing.

I also wrote some historical fiction when I was writing fanfic, which is another thing I hadn't tried before. I did a lot of research for them and really enjoyed it. I wrote one story that took place in pre-WWII London which might be fun to turn into something else. It would be fun to use all that research for something different.

I also did a lot of research for a fanfic that included a Deaf character and some stuff about the Deaf community. I wonder if I might be able to put that research to use somehow, too.

When I was writing back in grad school and before, I wrote exclusively modern-day slice-of-life sorts of stories based on my own experiences. I think if I were to take some of these ideas, some of this research that interested me, and apply it to themes or experiences from my own life, it could yield fun stuff. I'm excited to stretch my writing muscles in different directions.

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Cordelia: Oz ate someone last night.
Willow: He did not!
Xander: Oz does not eat people. It's more werewolf play. You know, I bat you around a little bit, like a cat toy. I have harmless, wolf fun. Is it Oz's fault that, you know, side effect, people get cut to ribbons, and maybe then he'll take a little nibble and... I'm not helping, am I?
Giles: No. Oz may have got out of his cage last night.
Oz: Or maybe there's a, another werewolf roaming the woods.
Giles: Perhaps. Perhaps it's something else entirely.
Buffy: It's okay. We'll work together, and we'll figure this out.

~~Buffy Episode #38: "Beauty and the Beasts"~~



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Not exactly Korean grammar

  • Jun. 23rd, 2025 at 9:26 PM
I studied Korean grammar for the first time in ages today, and it was really fun. Grammar was my first real love in my Korean studies (unsurprising, since I love English grammar, too), so it was nice to get back to it. Now that I think about it, maybe writing was my first love in my Korean studies. I started writing a weekly journal before I even knew how to properly conjugate a verb. I would look up individual words in a dictionary, and then look up how to conjugate the verbs on an app called Dongsa (which is a transliteration of 동사, which means "verb" in Korean). It took me ages to write a single sentence, but I loved it.

I said I was studying grammar today, but it wasn't exactly grammar. It's book 8 in a grammar series, but this book focuses largely on idiomatic expressions (like saying "it's raining cats and dogs" or "his eyes were popping out of his head" or "I got a taste of my own medicine" ... where it isn't literally true, but everyone knows what you mean). So it isn't exactly grammar, but it also kind of is grammar. In Wednesday's class, we're going to talk about the first chapter of this grammar book, the first chapter of a Routledge intermediate reader, and the first chapter of the Yonsei grammar book as well. All three are quite short, so I don't have any problem doing it all, but I'm surprised they plan to do so much every week. The teacher said we'll see how it goes, though, and adjust as necessary. I predict that people in the class will start flaking if they can't keep up. So we'll see. I don't know what they've been doing for the past 2 years, since I haven't been attending the classes they've been holding, so maybe they've been doing this amount of work the whole time!

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Anxiety

  • Jun. 23rd, 2025 at 7:21 PM
1) I've been seeing a lot more posting on [community profile] common_nature, very encouraging! Have added the first of my waterfall photos there, of Latourelle Falls.

2) Looks like there is a spammer at work on Squidgeworld. I got 3 comments to different posts within a few hours today, two with outright solicitations for commissions.

3) Saw Dune 2, and thought it was ok. It's almost as if the movie was made to be the direct opposite of David Lynch's version in casting and tone as well as visuals. Read more... )

4) Finally saw the Barbie movie as well. I can see why it did well. Given its remit and likely limitations, I thought it did a good job. It had a clear direction, and it did it well and with both humor and heart. I also quite enjoyed its ending. That said, I think the film itself opened the door to a more incisive critique which it didn't follow. Read more... )

5) This past month is turning out to be an expensive one. My partner's sister had a roof leak in her spare bedroom, which went on long enough that it damaged the bed underneath it before she noticed. Since this was where my partner stays when he visits his family, a replacement was needed. So we decided to move his current bed there and get a new one. Read more... )

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